Busystressfreakout
Nov. 16th, 2010 09:04 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elfinblaze1. Wow, what a day! Cleaned the practice this morning at work, vacuuming, mopping, dusting, the usual, left work to head halfway across Sydney to hospital, mother looks completely drained and exhausted, and she's in quite a bit of pain; she slept most of the time I was there, so that was far from reassuring. On the way home, stopped to do some shopping, lugged the groceries home, washed dishes, cleaned sink, made dinner, made lunch for tomorrow, had shower, and now it's time for bed already. I haven't even read my FList yet!
2. I'm glad I quit NaNo yesterday. I wouldn't have had any time to write anyway. Because I left work early to go to the hospital, I'm starting early for the rest of the week, so there goes my breakfast writing time. So now I'm not regretting quitting.
I'd been pushing this one scene ahead of myself for two days, trying to convince myself to write it and putting it off. It's essentially a hate crime occuring, and it was freaking me out to just think about writing it. Even though I've never experienced anything similar and it's heavily metaphorical, I was still dreading it, and it was making my stomach churn to think of.
I never realised I had such a problem with hate crimes depicted in fiction. I knew I had a problem with rape and torture (again, neither of which I've experienced), which is why I like to ask people if a text contains either of those two things before I read/watch it, but apparently here's something else I have problems reading and writing.
I suppose I could force myself to sit down and write it, but I'm not sure what that'd do to my head. I don't really want to be a shaking, sweaty mess when I already have so many other things on my mind, some more important than others, admittedly, but it all adds up.
3. I was reading this Darren Criss interview at work today, about his character on Glee and how he may or may not start a relationship with Kurt on the show:
Who knows what the writers have in store, but at this point, Blaine is a good guy who cares about Kurt because he sees so much of himself in him. I don’t think Blaine's out to get anybody or has ulterior motives. To my knowledge, the Warblers at Dalton Academy are very respectful, tried and true – they’re like Jedis. Just super cool, nice guys. I would be shocked if there’s any kind of turn in Blaine’s otherwise very good nature.
Jedi! I almost burst something trying not to laugh out loud at work. God, I'm glad to have a geek like that on the show. Who is now a regular cast member, by the way. As of this week. I suspect mainly because his version of Teenage Dream is now the highest selling song from the show. So, good for him.
4. I really do not need yet another new fandom at this point. But... I blame Madonna. For first getting me interested in Glee. I love Madonna so I had to see that episode. It's just taken a while to get me *this* interested, and I still don't care much about Finn and Rachael and Quinn and Mr Schue. So... I blame Madonna.
Ok. Bed.
2. I'm glad I quit NaNo yesterday. I wouldn't have had any time to write anyway. Because I left work early to go to the hospital, I'm starting early for the rest of the week, so there goes my breakfast writing time. So now I'm not regretting quitting.
I'd been pushing this one scene ahead of myself for two days, trying to convince myself to write it and putting it off. It's essentially a hate crime occuring, and it was freaking me out to just think about writing it. Even though I've never experienced anything similar and it's heavily metaphorical, I was still dreading it, and it was making my stomach churn to think of.
I never realised I had such a problem with hate crimes depicted in fiction. I knew I had a problem with rape and torture (again, neither of which I've experienced), which is why I like to ask people if a text contains either of those two things before I read/watch it, but apparently here's something else I have problems reading and writing.
I suppose I could force myself to sit down and write it, but I'm not sure what that'd do to my head. I don't really want to be a shaking, sweaty mess when I already have so many other things on my mind, some more important than others, admittedly, but it all adds up.
3. I was reading this Darren Criss interview at work today, about his character on Glee and how he may or may not start a relationship with Kurt on the show:
Who knows what the writers have in store, but at this point, Blaine is a good guy who cares about Kurt because he sees so much of himself in him. I don’t think Blaine's out to get anybody or has ulterior motives. To my knowledge, the Warblers at Dalton Academy are very respectful, tried and true – they’re like Jedis. Just super cool, nice guys. I would be shocked if there’s any kind of turn in Blaine’s otherwise very good nature.
Jedi! I almost burst something trying not to laugh out loud at work. God, I'm glad to have a geek like that on the show. Who is now a regular cast member, by the way. As of this week. I suspect mainly because his version of Teenage Dream is now the highest selling song from the show. So, good for him.
4. I really do not need yet another new fandom at this point. But... I blame Madonna. For first getting me interested in Glee. I love Madonna so I had to see that episode. It's just taken a while to get me *this* interested, and I still don't care much about Finn and Rachael and Quinn and Mr Schue. So... I blame Madonna.
Ok. Bed.
